You...

Waking up in the same bed as you as I am sore as hell now but it has always been nothing but a pleasure... Feeling your warm skin and your breath on me has never been more real. For a small time in the mornings I can close my eyes and be with you and amazingly the entire world and all its happenings for a brief moment makes sense...

I don't have anything to offer you except myself... This being slightly damaged now, but still I give you everything I am without hesitation or the least bit of reluctance. I know you only experience absolute clarity later in life, but I have it now... Waking up next to you in the mornings makes me the happiest person I can be.

We may not have jewels and furs, but we have love, and the adventure of being there for each other while we face the challenges of the world together.

As I hand my life to a surgeon today for the third time, I know in my heart that I am smiling the widest smile possible. I know that our tears for each other were not in vain and that one day, when I die an old man, I will do so with a heart full of love, compassion and understanding for you as is humanly possible.

You have been there for me through my sorrow, you have watched me experience gladness and today and every other day, even though I have experienced your absolute compassion every day, I saw the look on your face that I want to carry with me in my heart for the rest of my life.... As that of my soulmate!

More love can never be shared between two people. I know the days will come in the near future where we will enjoy swimming in clear blue water together and where we will be able to giggle about all the trials of our past! Most importantly thank you for sharing the load with me and for holding my hand when I shrink back from facing up to my fears.

Thank you for being there, with love for me when I have been trying to be a stronger person. For the understanding of what I may be experiencing without words being shared and for the joy that can be shared when I have finally crossed this struggle and entered back into normality.

I know I say it to you every day, but I really, well and truely love you...